Late Night With Shariman

IT is 12'30 Am, I am still waiting for my latop to finish installing SolidWorks 2009, which take forever to install. Ain is in Japan now,in Kumamoto visiting Honda factory there, for a week. So she will be back this Saturday night. Fareehah fell asleep pretty early today...I dunno why but for the last few days she keep on insisting to sleep inside the "buaian"...I guess that is her way to deal with the fact that her mom is not arround now. But last time was different when Ain went to Thailand for 4 days. Fareehah slept besides me every night and it was easier to make her sleep back then.

Hmm...should I wait for England vs Belarus match on 2;30 am? We'll see about it later.
Suddenly I am thinking of why there are no competitor for ASTRO. Its like a walk in the park for them.They keep increasing prices on sports channel, less channel compare to typical kind of cable tv and there are no other company around to challenge them. I remember back in Newcastle,they have bt,sky tv, virgin tv, digital tv and some other stuff too that everyone are competing with each other, and the consumer benefit from that situation.I remember paying like 25 pound for phone line, cable tv and internet. Even if we converted that amount to RM which will be about RM 130, it is damn cheap.Currently I am paying RM 110 for a crappy internet service, and RM 80 for ASTRO. I hope some company like virgin media will come here and start promoting cheap cable tv, phone and internet packages that will make TM net and astro shit their pants off.

Update the Blog will You???

It’s been a while since my last post here. Lot’s of stuffs going on since then. Let me condensed some of the stories.

1. Klang Hospital Story

I like watching that drama,HOUSE… but I never tough that I will be (was) on the receiving end of emergency unit treatment center…well at least not now during my late-20’s. On the 7^th of Ramadhan Al-Mubarak, around 8.00 AM I was rushed to the Klang Hospital Emergency Unit. During that time, I felt a massive pain on my right rib, like something is going to explode and I couldn't breathe, I can barely talk and walk, I felt that my body was under fast-pace dehydration process, I couldn't feel any moisture on my throat and I am thinking am I dying?

I yelled like a crazy person for about 5 hours in the emergency unit, pain killer did not worked, even a dose of morphine couldn't shut up my mouth during that time, let alone making me fall asleep. Around 2 .00 PM after they gave me some medicine that I don’t know the content are,the pain started to ease, and I was transferred to the surgery wad.

They told me it was a cholelithiasis, caused by gallstone inside my gall-bladder.

I was surprise for few minutes, in denial stage it seems to be, but then I thought that this is not a rare thing to happen nowadays. The next day I had a Ultrasonic Scan to confirm the gallstone, at indeed there are multiple stone seen, a big one and few ( 2 small stone I think) small one.

I asked them to transfer the case to hospital in Penang and few days later I was allowed to leave Klang Hospital and went back to Penang.

Today, the gallstones are still inside my gall-bladder and I was thinking of undergoing Laparoscopic cholecystectomy, removal of the bladder. Maybe it will be done in the next few weeks from now. Well, you just never knew what will hit you, it just came like a crazy train smashing you, right on your face. Hmm…there goes one gall-bladder that I will never see again (after the procedure), just thinking...when people said things like “I felt like a part of me is missing… I am so lonely..” kinda line…do they really felt that?

2. New Baby… InsyaAllah

Next year Insya Allah they will be a new member in my family, my wife is currently pregnant (9 weeks), 2nd child it is and we are really excited about this. Hopefully everything goes well InsyaAllah. I know Fareehah will be a good sister because she has the kindness and loveliness attitude to small children.

3. KDX400

Finally my engine arrived from the US. I am so happy, straight away dismantling the engine to see the inside of the engine. This engine, Kawasaki kdx400, a 2-STROKE dirt bike, is awesome! It has this huge bore (80mm) and even without the engine head you can feel it compressing hard while cranking it. I will convert it to a diesel bike. So lots of hard works are required here.

4. 6 MONTHS as a PhD Student

It is already 6 months since I registered as a student here in USM. Time flies… wishing I have more time, wish I worked harder for the last 6 months, I felt that my productivity could be better during that time. But the truth is, could I? Or would I? Should I? I know that as a scholarship holder it is my responsibility to study as best that I can, it is my duty. But since I am a student and have flexibility on my schedule (most of the time), I think it is a privilege that I should take to spend more time with my family as well. Of course I have to cover back any unfinished work late on night (where the productivity is less,in my case). But my goal is to finish my study on time with great results and also spend quality time with my family. God knows the all works waiting for me after I finished my study. Prof. H already planned lots of great work for our team, and I guess I will be involved in lots of the future work here in USM.

Penang Second Bridge

Well, well,well... I am confuse about the status of this Penang second bridge. Is the project on? Off? I got so many answers from one same question. On but currently on-hold, on and progressing well, completely off, off and waiting for re-approval to get back on, on and off and on and off(this is my favourite one)...and on again. Well if anyone really know the status, please let me know okay.

I am really excited if the bridge project is on because it is not that far from my home now. Going to Penang will be so easy. I hope they will properly and strategically organize the development surrounding the second bridge. It will be a waste if they blew it off, nothing is worse than a new but unorganized development/town/city.

Tearjerker....well,not so

"My mouth fell open

Hoping that the truth

Would not be true

Refuse the news

I'm feeling sick now

WTF am I supposed to do

Just lose and lose..."

It is easy for any Man Utd fan to feel sad and sentimentally disturbed during C.Ronaldo's official presentation ceremony as a Real Madrid player last few days. The amount of goals scored, the amount of assists made, the ground covered, the minutes played and many more of his contribution to the team simple will be remembered. Some will not forgive him to ditch Man Utd and move on but I think many others also understand how he felt about Real Madrid. Real Madrid is not the biggest club in the world nowadays but they will remain as the greatest club for most of the brazil,portugal and spain-based fan. Like us in Malaysia, Man Utd will always be the greatest club in the world. So I personally wish C.Ronaldo best of luck in the Primera Liga this year. I think he could do well there,but we'll see.

Meanwhile, Man Utd have made 3 additional player to their senior squad. Luis Antonio Valencia(Winger/mid from Ecuador), Micheal Owen(Striker from England) and Gabriel Obertan(Winger/Forward from France). There are no indication the new inclusion will stop there,and I think few more new faces with soon join Man Utd.

Post-life after C.Ronaldo, will not be that different. The goal,assist will come I sure. In fact, the re-building of the new team will be focus around Wayne Rooney,the true star of Man Utd. I am more worried about loosing Rooney rather than Ronaldo. Speed, goal, assist can be replace but loyalty and affection are not.So for me, loosing Ronaldo is not that bad, it will be great to see Man Utd play this new season with a few new faces. Good luck Ronaldo,we will not miss you.

This week...

My wife, Ain ,went to Vietnam today with her HONDA team for business trip. She will be there for about 4days. I am a little bit worried that my daughter, Fareehah will not get used to it( I know Ain won't!...heh,sure rindu giler kat Fareehah tuh). We never leave her that long before. I am sure everything will just turn out to be okay eventually, but this is just a father concern about her daughter. Previously when I went for USM trip for few days, Ain had done great job dealing with the situation. I hope I can do it just fine too. I also think this is a good opportunities for me to spend more time with Fareehah. So what to do Fareehah? Will you teman abah tengok live football game around 2:00AM tonight? Do you want to follow abah go to sport equipment shop later today? Do you want to play tennis with abah tomorrow evening?Hey...how about a trip to abah's office? Lets hang out in the USM library afterwards...(although you can't enter the library because you didn't have USM smart card..). Hmm...so...many things to do ya.....wish me luck!!

Champion of the PERODUA ECO-CHALLENGE 2009

USM won!Remember the Perodua Eco-Challenge 2009 entry that I wrote few months ago? Well guess what, my university won the challenge. We got two 1st prize, one in the engineering presentation category and another in the longest distance category for automatic transmission. I am very proud with our USM team. I think this is quite a big achievement to us. Next,Shell Eco-Marathon, and we need to work even more hard this time because it's an international level competition. About the Perodua Eco-Challenge,I hope Perodua will organize this competition annually because we surely want to defend our status as the champion, winning is not easy but defending what you have won is more difficult. So guys, more effort please!! We did proved that with a proper understanding of the concept,technology and systems, we can make improvement. On the race day we get 23.5km with 1 litter of gasoline. Pretty great huh!

Now, about the whole competition,my view point is this competition theme still lacks the ECO aspects. I know that their theme," by consuming less fuel, we are reducing the pollutions as well"but the point is I did not clearly saw that "we are going towards a better environment quality" kind of theme in these competition. What I see is " Buy Perodua cars because we have better fuel consumption compared to Proton".Perodua should use such opportunity to show to the world that they are not just thinking about profit through an "advertisement competition". They should involves more environmentally aspects of things. I didn't even see any "recycle garbage bin"(separated to glass, paper,can etc.) around on the race day. I did saw WWF booth, but that just it. It is more like a funfair with them doing the "hullahoop shoot the duck and you won a teddy bear" booth. Its a circus. I know that the race day should be a fun day for everyone, so are we having fun yet?Anyway, it is the 1st Perodua Eco-Challenge, so lets work together to improve the competitions. This could be a great annual competition and if they really make it right, it will only be in a matter of time before this competition becomes an international challenge,with many oversea universities wanting to participate in it,which will be great for our country.

So guys, really proud of you.What a great sets of people we got here in USM!

(pictures taken from Henry,thanks buddy!)

Number 3

Three years already? Feels more like three days. How time flies so fast. In my early twenties, me and few of my friends, we sort of made a pack. Our pack was “We will stay single as long as we can to enjoy bachelorhood and only will start to think about marriage when we reached 30 years-old. Guess what…I think I was the first person to broke the pack when I was 26, and so did some of my other friends which decided that its time to move on to family life. So now, most of the so called “Single till I’m 30” club members are married and also already have at least 1 child. Well that’s life. You never know what will hit you. You can make plans, stick to the plans, but sometimes Allah provides you with a better one.
The truth is, I never really miss bachelorhood live. Yes, we have some fun back then, I always enjoy hanging out with my friends but nothing beat what I have now with my family. Waking up every morning besides the person you love, seeing your precious little princess still in deep sleep with her cute tiny fingers move a little bit when you kiss her cheek, coming back home from crazy day in office and your daughter/son running towards you with the her most anxious and happy face before grabbing and hugging your leg, hanging out in the living room with your wife after dinner… chit chatting, gossiping, and so many other great little details that you experience in this live as a family men that makes you wonder, am I destined to be this lucky? I know I am not the richest person or the most famous person in the world, but the happiness that I feel is so great and real, I don’t need to fantasized about anything, my life is spectacular and I am thankful for Allah for everything in my life.
Time move so fast, I will be 30 next year and guess what, Allah revised my early plan, I am 4 years ahead of my plan. Now, there will always be at least 3 extra years of happiness in my whole life, no matter when I die. Alhamdulillah.
Oh, by the way…happy third anniversary Honey! I love you!!!

MICROTRENDS

Lately, I am blessed with time to read. As a student, my reading list goes like this:
1. Heat Exchangers: Design and Theory Sourcebook
2. Applied Thermal Design
3. Internal Combustion Engine Fundamentals
4. Design of Machinery
5. Modeling of Combustion Systems
The list goes on….Many of you would find my reading list is boring, yes I understand the “geek-ness” of the list. So last few weeks, Ain and I went to Borders (by the way, do you know that there are no MPH here in Penang? I know they are selling books cheaper through their website, but what’s the thrill in there right! Makes me wanna open a decent Book Shop here you know, not the typical boring local-type book shop, but something with par with MPH or Borders…maybe one day I will..), and I get myself few “off the list” type of books. I already read one of them.
“MICROTRENDS: The small forces behind tomorrow’s big changes.” I must say this book gave me some insight about the importance of the small-small things around us. Written by Mark J. Penn, a guy used to work closely with US ex-Presidents. He is good with trend-spotting that could help politician plan their political issues. Microtrends are indeed important for politicians, designers, salesman or even educationist. This so-called microtrendist, are small group of people. But although there are only few of them, let say just about 1% from the community, if the trends somehow widen its scale globally, imagine 1% of world population. That is many. In this book, he wrote about 75 new microtrends that currently being spotted. I don’t remember all of them but some of them are:
1. Video-game player
Do you know what group of people is the most fast-growing video game player now?
Children?Teenage?Guess again…it’s the moms over 45!Think about all the new possibilities of video games out there. Spanking your children, throwing dishes to daddy are few of possible titles.
2. Love Cougar
Now days there are many young men who date women older(not 1 or 2 years old....waaay...much older) than them. So to all my single male friend, are you one of the statistics?If so, don't worry, it is the current trend.
3. Travelling Worker
Do you know that the average distance people travel to work is over 150km back and forth? Wow, where do you all live? For me, it’s like Parit Buntar-Sg Petani trip.
4. Left-hander
Do you know that left-handers numbers of people has doubled in the past 2 generations? Think about all left-hander friendly compatible items that we can create such as handphone, camera, computer keyboard etc?
Well, you read yourself to find the other 71 trends okay! This book is recommended to everyone who involved in business, politics or just like to spend time reading quality books.

(Rating : 7/10)

Stadium Story

I moved to our new home last month. The house is fine, Ain do not need to travel too far to work now. But today I do not want to talk about house. I want to talk about what is near the house. My new house is in Simpang Ampat, and it is not that far from Stadium Batu Kawan, Seberang Perai,Penang.

When I think about it, it seems to me that my home, no matter if it is the current or the previous one, will usually located near to a football stadium. The first one, is Darul Aman Stadium in Alor Setar,Kedah. I was 11 when my family moved to Alor Setar. We lived in a nice neighbourhood. Not far away there is one big stadium where football matches will be held on weekends. Aaa.... the first taste of live football match. I still remember the first football match that I saw live at the stadium. It was FA Cup match between Kedah and Sabah. Sabah won 1-0. I still remember few girls kept screaming crazily during the match. That was the day that I got to know that women too have passion for football.

Then, in 1995 when my family moved to Penang(the island), my house was near to Bandaraya Stadium. During school holiday when I was around,I used to cycled to the stadium when Penang play in the weekend. The stadium was small and old. But the football matches never been bothered by it.It was always a hot game in a cold night.

The next one, Shah Alam Stadium.It was just a walking distance from where I used to live.The first one was in the year 1997 when my family moved to Shah Alam.The second one was in the year 2005, when I worked in Shah Alam, lived there alone at first and then got married and continued to live there.It was a nice neighbourhood as well, we (Ain and me)always like Shah Alam and probably will come back and live there one day, Insya Allah.

Strange enough, even when I went to overseas in 2007, I lived near a to football stadium as well. St. James Park, the home of Newcastle United FC in UK was just 15 minutes walk from my place.I managed to go to Man United game once, it was a precious memory especially because my honey and my daughter were there too.

Well I think this is an interesting trivia about my life. How many of you lived near to 5 different football stadiums in your lifetime?And I went to football matches held at all of those 5 stadiums.

Actually I never planned it to happen this way, although I am a football fan, house near to a stadium is not an item for my "Things/Places That Need to be Available in/near the House" checklist.It just happened and I only realise this now!

Perodua ECO-challenge

My lab decided to participate in Perodua Eco-Challenge competition. It is a competition that require the participant to improve Perodua MyVi fuel consumption. We will race our improved version car in Sepang circuit in July this year, but the 1st one to arrive at the finishing line do not win the competition. The winner will be the car that run the longest on the given amount of fuel.Every participant need to gather a 20 people group. They will provide the group with one MyVi. So we can thrash things around, cut some parts etc., go creative on the engine,but the vehicle weight should not be less than 800kg. As usual, the vehicle decoration is 1/3 of the full marks(typical Malaysian automotive company that pay less attention to the vehicle actual performance...sigh!)

I think it is a good chance for us to involved with this kind of stuff, to level up our skill in automotive aspects.We only have like 3 months to complete the task for the competition.

We have few ideas already about the engine(How to reduce the weight), about the fuel injection system(instead of currently Port Fuel Injection type),how to reduce the rolling friction, how to increase aerodynamic aspects of the vehicles...etc.Let see if we are really up for it!

By the way, I think the title of the competition is miss-leading...it says ECO....but I do not see any environmental aspects being a key judgment point in the competition. They only care about the looks and the fuel economy(another typical thing in Malaysia automotive company).

WORK WORK WORK

Last month, my colleagues and I and the Prof as well went to Bangkok for BAQ 2008 conference.
(I totally forgot to upload some of the nice photos when we where there,maybe later)
This month is a crunch up time. Deadline for abstract submission for JSAE conference 2009 is not that far away. I already completed mine by the way but Prof is still not satisfied with my English(which is not a surprised to anyone who read my blog-well if there is any..hehe)
I also already started to write some chapter for my thesis. Just to have somewhere to start with.
Also my Ricardo's WAVE model of my engine is not working...such a headache...maybe need help from Prof to work it out.My engine's fuel injector seal still not arrived yet.Argh!!!Lazy supplier...
And next month, we will have Drive Smart Campaign in Queensbay Mall where we will open a booth to show our current research to audience.Our Biodiesel Jaguh and E-bike will make an appearance there.I need to make a prediction model of my engine's Pressure-Crank Angle relationship.So...work..work..work...

REVOLUSI

Now, many people globally are boycotting products that associated with israel. Many branded items such as hugo boss, ralph lauren, levis, or restaurant such as mcD and starbucks also come into that bracket. If you look in the Internet you will find many more brands that relates with israel. I myself was used to all of those brands. To name a few, my perfume was hugo boss, have few levis jeans, a levi’s leather jacket that worth RM1000, a lovely dkny dodger blue shirt and polo shoes. Even my boxers was a collection from tommy hilfiger. Looking back at it, it gave me a WOW! gesture. Practically, I had israel all over me. And all of it does not come cheap either. They are using my money to destroy Palestine. And then food…I was a mcD-monger. I loved starbucks coffee. Something, stuck me in the head. Why am I so attached to all of these israel associated products? Then I realized, yes, the quality. They produced kinda great stuff. This is because they are genius, creating good products and then commercialized it globally should be a piece of cake to them. Actually, this occasion(the thinking about all of this thing that related with israel) happened in last 2 year, somewhere around November 2007. I must confess that in the last 2 years, I have not managed to maximize my act on boycotting israel product. I shopped at mark and spencer, buy few other related products too. I am not happy about it. For the last few weeks I had been writing a lot about israel act of cruelty upon the Palestinian. But due to the unproper words used in the writings, I did not publish them in this blog. I might need to edit them here and there, but since I do not want to, all of them were kept in my laptop(ops…my honey laptop actually…her orange vaio….hmm…vaio’s is not israely ,but the processor,intel ,do associated with israel…need to do something about it)

Anyway, my point is I think now I am in the point where I feel I do not need all those quality israel products anymore. I probably could not avoid the products which I do not know its origin(if it has anything to do with israel), but I will try my best. Of course there will be something that could not be avoided, for example stop using technology that been created by the israel, but I will try my very best. So what if I do not eat mcD or drink starbucks anymore, hey I have Radix Coffee(mai sechawan!) In fact, my Honey does make decent homemade burger as well…so who need a certain red nose clown franchised burger anyway! Also, lately there are so many MLM products available. I know that their intention is easy money…but since their products are locals (most of them), why not? I rather make those MLMmonger rich than give my money to israel. There are many locals product out there besides those MLMs as well anyway. Yes, their quality is not top notch, their coffee do not have cream caramel, no frapuccino, and Honey’s burger still not juicy as Big Mac just yet( hehe……jangan mare) but I can live with it. People can change. Yes we have options. I want to change. I want to be a better person,at least better than I used to be.We do not need to live glamorously like actors in tvs to live our life(Which is short by the way), buying all those branded stuff, eat fancy cuisine at glamorous expensive restaurant or have fancy gadgets to play around when we are bored. I do not need all of those. Enough is enough! israel, I damned you. You have seen the last penny of mine.(I must stop here before this writing also end up in the laptop like the others I wrote)May Allah S.W.T blessed all the Palestinian and all people around the world as well.Amin

My Honey and My Fareehah

My Fareehah....my Honey....lovely daughter and wife

My future....my present and past...my long long lost life

I used to wonder what love is all about

Is it sweeter than sugar or sour like vineger

Or is it sweet sour like plums or tastless like old gum

Does it smells nice like a peach in the garden of eden

Or is it minty like peppermint or nice just like cammomile

Well love is everything...sweet...sour....minty and more

You will experience it all and long it will last

People say that love comes and love will also go

Once it passed you by... you just have to let it go

Well this love will stick around....round and round

Like a circle of the Sun..like a strong rock on a ground

Love for my Honey and Fareehah are strong indeed

It will always stay there even times when it bleed

You both are my love...my life and my soul

I will love you forever....and this promise I will hold

What Color?

Ain & I currently in the process to decide what color our new house in Simpang Ampat should be.

Since the original color theme of the house is basically pink(hehe...she think that I will have problems with this color,but you know what...I don't! Anything that looks good in the eye is fine by me) I suggested her that we stick to the same theme,but only adding color effects here and there, re-paint where necessary, and also by using a much higher quality paint so we do not need to do repaint job twice a year. So here in my room, since my lab friend still on his way to USM, I've done a little googling about paint. My brand of choice is Nippon Paint. See for your self here...(http://www.nipponpaint.com.my/main/index.php) You see, I consider myself as a non-artistic guy...I always sucks in arts...I do not recalled getting A's in Pendidikan Seni. The problems is when it comes to choosing color, I always can't decide which color should I choose. Okay, I can choose the theme..but when it comes to details....I failed. So I decides to let the pros do the thinking.

I googled some more and found this interesting website...(http://www.house-painting-info.com/painting_pros-choose_a_color_scheme.html). I plan to use this guys step-by-step guideline and it should....yes I think it will DEFINITELY should be more reliable than my way of choosing paint color. Our contractor is currently putting new tiles at newly cement parking area/backyards(yes....no more grass trimming...everything have been cemented/tiled), so this will give us some time to finalize the paint color. Hopefully everything will gonna be okay! Can't wait to move to our new house,hopefully sometimes around January 2008. To our friends, looking forward to invite you guys to our new house soon...Datang aa...jangan tak datang weh!!

NOT JUST YET

Few days ago I read an interesting article (well at least I think it is interesting). Someone wrote that today’s 2-stroke engines are coming to its end sooner rather that later. Well, who came blame the guy to make such statement? 2-stroke engine is not environmental friendly, which is one of the most important aspects in today’s technology. The fuel consumption is also not so good. In fact, the 2-stroke engine also needs extra care with the 2T oil, which makes it in a category of high maintenance vehicles. So why did Dugald Clerk work his ass off in 1880 to design such engine which have so many flaws? Well, the truth is 2-stoke engine have more that just flaws to offer. The engine is by far one of the most high power-to-weight ratio engines, (small size with big power generation) and also has a simple design which makes it cheaper to manufacture. This is why we need to do something about current status of 2-stroke engines. Yes, it has some flaws, but we must look at the bigger picture. We all know current alternative energies fuzz, hybrid vehicles etc. are the future of current technology, but are we ready to abandon one of the most interesting creations by human being? I say not just yet. Let’s do something about it. Let’s be creative .Let’s rebuild it. If you have a house that has given you so much and now the house is old and crooked, will you just abandon the house and buy new house? NO! You refurbish the house and give it new breathe, new life. Well it is the same with 2-stroke engine, and I will say it again…NOT JUST YET!

It`s electric!!!

This is an interesting info,for those who are into alternative energies topic...

turn heat to electricity

I wonder what kind of usage this material will offer us soon. I think hybrid car have technologies which use waste heat(when we brake the car while driving,the kinetic energy of the car will change to heat..on our usual car we just throw away the heat,just like that) to recharge the hybrid car battery. Are both technologies the same? Might be useful to check on more on those tallium-doped lead telluride.

Where will we go after September?

Last night Man Utd won their QF tie with AS Roma with 3-0 aggregate. They will meet Barcelona in the semi-final tie, 2 weeks from now.Well, enough about football for a moment.(although I highly doubt it that I can stop speaking about football)

I will finished my master study here in Newcastle this September and probably will going back to Malaysia for a while around the end of September. From there, the journey to the next stage will start. But first, I need to answer the question of " where should I pursue my PhD degree".

I have been searching/researching for the best supervisor suitable for my PhD course since my current supervisor here in Newcastle said he do not want to do research in my fields of interest back in October last year. After many many months of searching,I think my search is over now.My wife and I agreed that I should go to Okayama University in Japan and my Dean back in USM also agreed. I already send the application form and fee to the university.But it is not as easy as we hope because we have so many obstacles to past through first before I can start my PhD study there.

First, I need to enrolled as a Research Student Course for 6 months. This course will not give me any degree/certificate/acknowledgement when it was completed because it is a preparation course for me before I embark for PhD course. But , after I finished the 6 months course, I am still not guarantee a place for the PhD course there,because I need to sit for the PhD course entrance examination first. So, after passing the exam,then I will be guaranteed the place there.
It is not that straight forward.To add up more obstacles, my sponsors (USM and KPT) will not sponsor my first 6months research student course fee. They will only starts to sponsor when the PhD course starts.So for the first 6months there, I need to pay my admission and tuition fee and all the living cost there by my own expenses and back in Malaysia we will not have other income as well because my fellowship allowance only starts when my PhD course starts.First, we decide that I will travel to Japan alone for the first 6months so that the cost will be lesser,and my wife and daughter will stay in Malaysia for a while.But in my heart, I feel such a strong urge not to left my family in Malaysia.
Yes, in life sometimes we must sacrifice something to gain something better. When it comes to choose whether to sacrifice money, or sacrifice time with family...in the end we choose we will sacrifice money.So we will use all our savings to support our life for that 6months period.
Our hard-earn money that we safe for the last few years for our future. Well, this is future.

It is not easy,people will ask why would you want to trouble yourself with all those things?
There are many other paths that you can choose, so why choose the difficult one?
You can do your PhD in UK, because you are already there and you can easily apply and if accepted you can straight away go there and register as a PhD student with lesser fuss compared to a japan university.After all there might be other suitable supervisor for you if you search more carefully.You can even do it in Malaysia.Or you can choose other convenient way of pursuing your PhD,that do not require you to spend all your money or be apart from your family at all.

Well, that might be true. But in life, not everything that is easy will be the right answer. I have my own reason why I want to do my PhD in Okayama University under my prospective supervisor.We will choose what is the best for ourselves with Allah S.W.T guidance.Life is easy and happy sometimes,but other times it will also be very hard.We choose and "redha" with our choices, and work hard in making our chosen path as the best path for us.*****

When in Rome.....

Like last year, once again Man Utd faced AS Roma in CL Quarter-final. But this time, they done better.Beating the Roman at their ground is not such an easy task. Honestly I think Man Utd player do not played that good, but the fact that Roma player had an off-day made it easier for Utd players.Let's hope they will do well for the 2nd leg next week.

Many people think that Man Utd will go through after their 2st leg triumph but in football matches,anything is possible.If Roma is having a good game while Utd is having a poor game,the final result could easily favourable to Roma.Just imagine, somehow VD Sar miss-kick Rio Ferdinand back-pass,or Wes Brown accidentally head the ball into his own net, and at the same time Rooney,Ronaldo and Tevez all miss-firing in front of Roma goal...enough said, the tie is still an open game.So Utd player should remember that, and I believe they do.

Another thing, I think Rooney is not at is best now. Don't get me wrong, I do think he did the job well, but not to his usual standard.We must remember Rooney is a player with fast pace, deadly shooting from outside the penalty area, have wonderful skills in chipping the ball way past the goalkeeper and also have a very good one-two passing sense. His work rate is 1st class, but he do seems like a little bit rusty when in front of the goal. Somehow he always looks like being too near to the goalkeeper when he shoot the ball. I think he is not as fast as he usually does during the past few years.But I am sure he will turn out to be one of the main player for this remaining 6 games of the EPL and also in the CL.

Also,recently I think Anderson is not having such a great game,well at least not in every game. He always miss-kick the ball when in front of goal.He need loads of shooting practice.But at the same time fair to say that his passing accuracy seems like improving.His strength of holding the ball seems consistent.But lately he rarely burst to the front from deep like he usually do.I wonder if the gaffer do not permit him to do that,but I don't see any reason why he should.

Well, I hope he will improve next year,especially with the shooting because if he will be replacing Scholes,he sure need to level up his shooting accuracy because with Scholes, we always get few spectacular goals every season and we also hope Anderson could provide some in the future, if not now.

So bring it on 2nd leg...(and by the way,Vidic will be out for at least 3 weeks, which is not a good news at all)

Keane...Keano....Roy Keane

I really wanted to read this book since it was first published in year 2002,and only now...5 years after that,I get a chance to read it and I discovered that it was brilliantly written by him. "KEANE"...an autobiography written by ex Manchester United captain Roy Keane.This book is a must for all man utd fan out there.Very honest and frankly written but maybe not very suitable for under age due to some explicit words being used,but not that vulgar that we must kept this book locked inside a secret chamber or something.

Contrary to his high profile football career,Roy Keane is a late starter in the English Premier League scene,well not to his fault,somehow back then clubs hesitated to sign him in his early age due to his small physical figure. He only sign with a major club,Nottingham Forest in his last teenage years.But from that point he never really look back anymore.So like we all know, after that Sir Alex bought him for a British record signing back then and since then he became a cult hero for the red devils.This book tells a lot about his involvement in the Republic Ireland national team as well.Do you all remember when Roy Keane almost walk out from the Irish team during world cup?This book tells you all about it.Remember Alfie Haaland?Manchester City player which injured Keano and somehow after he recovered,he "accidentally" injured Haaland back during a game a year after that...this book revealed all,which I think Keane had been banned for few games and few thousand pound due to the confession of the intentional act on Haaland.

Keano...either you hate him so much or you just love him...he admit that he is a hot headed guy but reading this book,the are few occasions that we can blame him when he was in a fight or something.It is like somehow he was always surrounded by some moron that will pick a fight with him.Well maybe he can easily make people piss or something.I remember somewhere in the book where he involved in a pub fight with an Irish guy that slam his hometown football team,well even I would react like that if my hometown was insulted.I think that he is just an honest and a very frank guy,well...too frank sometimes maybe.Obviously he respect Sir Alex very much,from this book he always mentioned how grateful he was when given chance to play under Sir Alex.Even though his man utd career ended not in a way that we expected,we knew that he is in love with the red devils....aa Keano...its a pity you didn't end your career at the old trafford....I don't remember if Man utd did arranged any testimonial game for him...did they?Well...wish you good luck with Sunderland....maybe who knows you will be the next gaffer at the old trafford...time will tell.

(rating : 8/10)

That boy Anderson

"That boy Ronaldo..." is a chant song created by Manchester United fans for Cristiano Ronaldo and whenever he strolled pass defenders or do some step over, the fan at the stadium will sing the song to lift up his spirit.
Well my Man Utd fan friends...I think its time for us to write song for Anderson!
That boy is special.Only 19, yet last week he commandingly run the show at Anfield like he owns the place.What a terrific player.I think Man Utd had bought one gifted football player.
Paul Scholes will not be getting his place in the center of the midfield straight away after his injury,I think.Well at least if Anderson maintained his current form.
Even though Anderson is playing good football now, somehow I sense that there will be more to come from him in this very near future. I think maybe now the coaching staff somehow restricted him from going forward too much and currently building up his defencing skill. From what I saw during his time at Porto FC,he is more and out and out forward,always running to the defence and have an eye on the goal.But currently I think he restricted his attacking game, maybe due to the coaching staff advices or something.But last week at Anfield,we can see how he did the running from the center towards the Liverpool goal,only for Gerrard to nastily tackling him down.His run was magnificent and I believe it was only mere glimpse of his attacking ability.Surely more to come from this boy,Anderson.